I hope the title can describe how we are feeling right now! It has been almost 12 weeks since the court decision on April 30th ( and almost 5 months since we got the proposal), and we thought that we would have gone and been back by now with our little baby girl....but as you can see we are still here :( I think the past 3 weeks have been the hardest, knowing that we should be there but we can't just because of one tiny little piece of paper from the Canadian Embassy in Ethiopia. Every moment of everyday Jameya is on our minds...really she is. SO many questions run around in our minds: What will it be like to hold her for the first time...what will she look like....what does her laugh sound like...what kind of personality does she have...what will the LONG plane ride be like on the way home?!?!? It's so hard to be SO FAR away from her, and not having any control over this entire situation. (And as we all know....Leah likes to have some control!)
Just thought we could vent a bit on the blog instead of venting to each other! It's somehow therapeutic to write our feelings down...and one day when we have Jameya here we hope that these feelings will be a long lost memory......
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Hi Leah,
We are very sad to hear that you are still here without Jameya. We hope that it will be a matter of days now as the waiting is the hardest but in the end it will be worth it.
Take care,
Ewa and the club.
Hi Leah,
We are also waiting for the Canadian embassy in the Philippines to get its act together for my brother's little girl there. And the Canadian embassy in China to give Visa papers to my niece's husband.
Just keep at it. They don't deserve to win. You do. So does Jameya.
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